No words can ever express the pain and hurt of losing a loved one, but know that you do have my sympathy. Know that Friends, Family and God's word may comfort you and help you in the days, weeks and months to come. Feel free to call on them "There are companions ready to crush one another, But there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother."- Proverbs 18:24 It will be the little things that you will remember about the deceased, the smiles, the laughter the words of wisdom they imparted to you over their long life. And although it may seem difficult at this moment to reflect on the good times., it will be the memories of these little things that help to cope with this loss. Know too that God is aware of what you are experiencing and will correct the situation shortly. John 5:28 - 29 shows Jesus will call out to those in the memorial tombs and those in them will come out at that time you will be able to see your dead loved ones again.